This blog documents my journey from a man who is way too needy in his relationship with his wife. I am a middle aged Christian man who loves his wife very much. She is a great woman. I have struggled to feel loved in my relationship. I believe a lot of the problems in my marriage have been created by myself. I am working hard to change the problems I own. I cannot change my wife I can only change myself. I have been successful at making some changes but have a long way to go. I look forward to the day when I feel like we have a healthy and happy marriage.