My wife and I are in a terrible place right now and it scares me to death. I know I could survive without her but I am scared anyway. I am having a hard time existing when she is in a bad place. I know I am supposed to be responsible for my own happiness but I don’t really know how. I have never seriously comtemplated suicide because I think it is a coward’s way out but there are times when I would be just fine if my life was over. I know it is sinful to think so lightly of my life because it is a gift from God. Please God help me find a way out of this mess.