I am creating this blog as documentation of my journey–from a needy husband to confident husband. I have been in the midst of a midlife crisis these past two years and I have had to face the facts–that I am a needy husband and have a lot of changes to make. I have been studying and learning as much as I can about marriage, women, and human nature in general to try to understand where I have gone wrong and what I can do to improve myself and my marriage. I will be publishing my thoughts on my state, reviews of marriage books and self-improvement, and links of interest. I hope to one day look back on this blog and see how I went from a needy husband to self-fullfilled one.
About me — I am a Christian and as such this blog will have a Christian bent. I have a very good job and I am very thankful for it. I have been married for over 20 years to a great woman. We have 3 great kids together. I do not drink, smoke, or do drugs. My weakness has always been sex. I used to use porn frequently but have turned the corner on that though it is still a temptation and will always be. I am a very sensitive man and quite insecure. I believe that sensitivity is inherited as I see my son is the same way. I have been a little controlling, jealous, possessive in my relationship with my wife. I pray this blog will be the story of my recovery.